well... it's 1 o'clock in the morning... just managed to activiate the phone line this afternoon... and guess, since the last time i wrote.. i have so many things to write and tell you and the world..
4/10/07 7:30am.. the home phone was ringging.. it was tok wang calling, asking how was i and aidan as i did not answer her phone call the night before.. told her i went to bed early, and so did my aidan
4/10/07 8:00am.. had a stomach cramp - called loh to tell him that i called in sick and won't be able to join him for the meeting in kuantan ( i was with him the whole day the day before - meeting customers in kerteh)
4/10/07 8:10am.. i was sure the pain i was feeling was exactly like a contraction - but i was a month away to my due date.. and i was supposed to have my check-up on the following wednesday... and hopefully to plan for my induced pregancy on the 20th.. aidan already woke up, and loyally looking at me in pain while i was trying to get thru the hubby.. he just went for offshore the day before.. manage to get him directly in few rings.. and told him i couldn't bear the pain..
4/10/07 8:15am.. tried calling my brother in-law, to ask him to fetch me and aidan at bukit kuang, so that we can go to kuantan for check-up if necessary.. but to no avail.. called my mum-in-law, told her i couldn't bear the pain, and she asked me to stay put while she looked for help..
4/10/07 8:30am.. my mum-in-law reached the house with ayah chik, and insisted of going to kemaman hospital when she lloked at my condition.. though i've been quite hesitant for the first 5 minutes, out of respect, and of course as the pain getting stronger, i decided to agreed with her..
4/10/07 8:45am.. reached the hospital - facing a lot of trouble as the nurses were being so 'hostile' especialy when they realised i did not have the 'buku merah' where i should have - so that it's easier for them to track my records etc.. what the heck.. i never planned to go to the government hospital.. but i really do not have any choice.. my mentality has been set up that the treatment would definitely be worst we can think of.. and i was not wrong... i was 8cm dilated when they checked me.. and was immediately sent to the labour room...
4/10/07 9:30am.. i was 8 cm dilated, and because of the hostility of the nurses, i decided to 'push' and not to wait any longer.. alhamdullillah - it was an easy one-time push.. yes, i was a bit sad as hubby was not around for the 2nd time - but not that he wanted not to be there.. anyway, i still hate the nurse.. how could she just sew my wounds, without any 'ubat bius'.. the pain was unbearable.. i was crying the whole lot..
i can write more about my bad experience in the 3rd call gomen hospital.. it was very very bad, and it was just like what i've imagined.. my baby was only 35 weeks and 5 days, and was considered as borderline premat and need to be left in the incubater in the nursery - apart from me.. and i was so sad.. the nursery was on the second floor.. and i was putting all my strength to go up and see him every hour and so.. he was so tiny - 2.5kg.. i could bearly see any meat on him.. i cried and cried and cried.. because of the baby, because of the hospital.. and i really felt so alone..
the hospital did not want to discharge my baby - and as a result, i have to stay for another night - 2 consecutive nights, and i'm done.. when the peaditrician told me that i need to star for another 3 nights, i told him that i'll take my chances..
gosh.. i'm not even halfway thru... i'll shorthen things out - my hubby came back on saturday, and on sunday, we went back to kl - visited dr iean on monday, and was warded immediately to continue on the antibiotic given by previous doctor.. and then, dr iean told me that the jaundice was high, but it was normal for premat baby..all you need is the photo-light treatment..
and that was it.. the 'normal' joundice became prolonged jaundice... and baby was warded 4 times within a month in his life.. :(
my beloved muhammad aqiel aimar, you are special.. very special one.. and of course, stornger than mama and aboh can imagine.. with the jaundice, and the nurses kept taking your blood to see your jaundice reading.. with the photo-lights etc.. we knew you are storgent than you should be.. sayang, now that you are one month old, and tomorrow, we still need to go for the the check-up with dr iean, and hopefully would be the last for the jaundice check-up.. despite the jaundice.. you are one healthy baby.. gaining weight up to 3.8kg.. i'm sure you'll do just fine.. yes, i do feel a bit 'terkilan' as at the age of 3 weeks, you already on formula and breastmilk due to your jaundice, but i'm sure you'll do just fine..
abang aidan loves you very much.. whenever you cry (which is seldom and 'less annoying' as compared to your abang aidan when he was your age), he will want to kiss you eventhough sometimes he's the one who make you cry.. you don't want to know how he 'bully' you, but i bet you both will get along just fine.. am sure abang aidan got so many tricks to show and share with you...
so sayang, please know that all of us sayang you so very much.. and we welcomed you to the world.. our family is getting bigger with your arrival... and we just love you as much as we love aidan..
p/s: you raya collection is more than abang aidan.. i guess you just want to come out early to celebrate raya huh???
January 25, 2011
nearing the end: 2007-09-30 (35 weeks)
hei my dear baby...
me, aboh & abg aidan went for my check-up last friday.. my weigh lessen 1/2kg, perhaps because i was fasting - i was 55kg before, and the latest was 54.5kg.. but not too worry, i have faith in you that you'll wait for aboh to be around when you decided to come out to the world...
so, over the weekend, we did shop few items for abg aidan's raya.. well... didn't buy anything for you as i'm sure there'll be more to come when you are out...
my next checkup would be in 2 weeks time - finger-crossed that we'll make it while aboh is around, and manage to deliver in kl gleneagle... insyaallah.
me, aboh & abg aidan went for my check-up last friday.. my weigh lessen 1/2kg, perhaps because i was fasting - i was 55kg before, and the latest was 54.5kg.. but not too worry, i have faith in you that you'll wait for aboh to be around when you decided to come out to the world...
so, over the weekend, we did shop few items for abg aidan's raya.. well... didn't buy anything for you as i'm sure there'll be more to come when you are out...
my next checkup would be in 2 weeks time - finger-crossed that we'll make it while aboh is around, and manage to deliver in kl gleneagle... insyaallah.
itchy scratchy blotchy: 2007-09-19 (33 weeks)
Hei baby dear...
i wrote one lengthy blog yesterday - but poof - it just gone.. let see if i can recall some of them..
i definitely wanted to tell you about my latest visit.. i gained 3 kg - now weighing 55kg.. dr aziz was saying that you have 'engaged' means you have position yourself fixed, awaiting for delivery day.. and you'll be less than 3kg (just like abg aidan).. we heard your heartbeat.. 150beats/sec.. and dr aziz is expecting you to be due earliest by 20th Oct 07 - so, how about shairng same birth date with mama???
abang aidan now will kiss my tummy, and put his ear on my tummy, just to listen to adik - i'm sure you both been communicating while he put his ear to listen to you..
mama, mama yeen, atuk, nenek and abg aidan went back to kedah for bukak posa over the weekend.. everybody was telling me that i don't have a tummy like i'm 8-month preggie.. it looks smaller than it should.. my feets are not swollen, thank God.. but guess what.. i was scratching all over myslef - head to toe.. yup.. when i have the same reaction when i was carrying abg aidan, i thought it was food allergics or something..now that i got it at nearly towards my late last trimester, i just knew that it just my body reacting to you inside me.. perhaps welcoming you when the day come...
my condition is bad.. the whole body covered with red marks, and scratches etc... just hope that it goes well..fast..
my sleep has been disturbed as i've realised that i'm scratching in the middle of sleeps... hmm..
anyway, today is 6th ramadhan - and i'm still surviving and fasting... so proud of you for being so understanding..
i'll be going for next check-up next week - will tell you more about the updates..
i wrote one lengthy blog yesterday - but poof - it just gone.. let see if i can recall some of them..
i definitely wanted to tell you about my latest visit.. i gained 3 kg - now weighing 55kg.. dr aziz was saying that you have 'engaged' means you have position yourself fixed, awaiting for delivery day.. and you'll be less than 3kg (just like abg aidan).. we heard your heartbeat.. 150beats/sec.. and dr aziz is expecting you to be due earliest by 20th Oct 07 - so, how about shairng same birth date with mama???
abang aidan now will kiss my tummy, and put his ear on my tummy, just to listen to adik - i'm sure you both been communicating while he put his ear to listen to you..
mama, mama yeen, atuk, nenek and abg aidan went back to kedah for bukak posa over the weekend.. everybody was telling me that i don't have a tummy like i'm 8-month preggie.. it looks smaller than it should.. my feets are not swollen, thank God.. but guess what.. i was scratching all over myslef - head to toe.. yup.. when i have the same reaction when i was carrying abg aidan, i thought it was food allergics or something..now that i got it at nearly towards my late last trimester, i just knew that it just my body reacting to you inside me.. perhaps welcoming you when the day come...
my condition is bad.. the whole body covered with red marks, and scratches etc... just hope that it goes well..fast..
my sleep has been disturbed as i've realised that i'm scratching in the middle of sleeps... hmm..
anyway, today is 6th ramadhan - and i'm still surviving and fasting... so proud of you for being so understanding..
i'll be going for next check-up next week - will tell you more about the updates..
good boy: 2007-09-09 (32 weeks)
mama and abg aidan went to kuantan last friday - abg aidan was very good - and so did my boy in my belly... both of you were behaving well, and i'm so proud to have kids like you two.. we went to the bank, and i was 'exempted' from the long que as i was 'heavily' pregant - thanks to you my dear baby.. kecik2 lagi dah buat jasa ngan mama :)
kuantan was ok - we reached kemaman at around 10pm - and both me & abg aidan was so tired when we reached home - tried calling aboh, and apparently, he was already asleep - must be very tired after long-hours working at the platform.. abah was the acting platform supt - no 1 guy on the platform.. who knows, with you joining us this year, ade rezeki, aboh will be the real plat supt instead of acting - always proud of him... he worked hard, and he deserved all the compliments...
i had a dream, again..gave birth to a healthy you - and still not in gleneagles... hmm.. me, worried? hell i am...
anyway, abang aidan was born when i was on my 37th weeks - that means, if you happen to be out during at the same duration - that would be during raya, which, insyaallah i'll be in kl - and aboh will be around - let's pray harder..
puasa month is coming - this thursday.. hope that i can survive - at least for the first two weeks :)
kuantan was ok - we reached kemaman at around 10pm - and both me & abg aidan was so tired when we reached home - tried calling aboh, and apparently, he was already asleep - must be very tired after long-hours working at the platform.. abah was the acting platform supt - no 1 guy on the platform.. who knows, with you joining us this year, ade rezeki, aboh will be the real plat supt instead of acting - always proud of him... he worked hard, and he deserved all the compliments...
i had a dream, again..gave birth to a healthy you - and still not in gleneagles... hmm.. me, worried? hell i am...
anyway, abang aidan was born when i was on my 37th weeks - that means, if you happen to be out during at the same duration - that would be during raya, which, insyaallah i'll be in kl - and aboh will be around - let's pray harder..
puasa month is coming - this thursday.. hope that i can survive - at least for the first two weeks :)
another nightmare: 2007-09-02 (31 weeks)
i hardly sleep for the past 3 months - i guess it was when i slept that baby decided to move as often as he could...
anyway, last night, came to my horror - my biggest fear - a nightmare.. i was in labour at noweher - it was kuantan specialist hospital, the gyno is a guy doctor, but not dr aziz, the labour room was so small, making me claustrophobic, and the add to my biggest fear, there were no mr husband... my hubby was offshore, and next emergency chopper would definitely couldn't make it on time as i was going to give birth to our secoond baby anytime..
gosh...
hei sayang, my dear baby, my smart beau, .. i pray and pray hard that my nightmare don't come true - at least, for this time, let aboh be around to welcom you, ok...
anyway, last night, came to my horror - my biggest fear - a nightmare.. i was in labour at noweher - it was kuantan specialist hospital, the gyno is a guy doctor, but not dr aziz, the labour room was so small, making me claustrophobic, and the add to my biggest fear, there were no mr husband... my hubby was offshore, and next emergency chopper would definitely couldn't make it on time as i was going to give birth to our secoond baby anytime..
gosh...
hei sayang, my dear baby, my smart beau, .. i pray and pray hard that my nightmare don't come true - at least, for this time, let aboh be around to welcom you, ok...
what is your name?: 2007-08-27 (30 weeks)
we have started looking for names - there were one name that i like at the moment - aryan - but i guess, we need to reconsider - the meaning is not so strong - and there'll be more better names if we keep on digging... aboh said he likes aqeel - which is ok for me... so we'll see..
i physically can't stand my conditions nowadays - too very tired easily, backache most of the times... was still vomitting yesterday... abang aidan will try to 'massage' me his hard when i requested him to do so... that abang of yours - i bet he can't wait for adik to come out - he will surely loves having youa round to play with...
my last checkup with dr aziz was all fine - i was 52kg - a 4 kg gain then previous checkup.. i was told that my tummy is smaller than previously, but i do feel that you are heavier than your brother....
me & aboh have started discussing about his leaves - he will be offshore during the 1st day of raya - and will be back onshore the 3rd day of raya - he'll have his 2 weeks off-day, and will extend it till, hopefully, you come out- estimatedly, you'll be out by Nov 9th... and really pray hard that i will be on time in kl and aboh won't miss the big day - he missed abang's labour day..
so sayang.. help me... don't be too unpredictable :)
p/s: now, whenever we asked you brother what his name is - he'll say "bang" or sometime "dang" (terengganu accent for dan)...
i physically can't stand my conditions nowadays - too very tired easily, backache most of the times... was still vomitting yesterday... abang aidan will try to 'massage' me his hard when i requested him to do so... that abang of yours - i bet he can't wait for adik to come out - he will surely loves having youa round to play with...
my last checkup with dr aziz was all fine - i was 52kg - a 4 kg gain then previous checkup.. i was told that my tummy is smaller than previously, but i do feel that you are heavier than your brother....
me & aboh have started discussing about his leaves - he will be offshore during the 1st day of raya - and will be back onshore the 3rd day of raya - he'll have his 2 weeks off-day, and will extend it till, hopefully, you come out- estimatedly, you'll be out by Nov 9th... and really pray hard that i will be on time in kl and aboh won't miss the big day - he missed abang's labour day..
so sayang.. help me... don't be too unpredictable :)
p/s: now, whenever we asked you brother what his name is - he'll say "bang" or sometime "dang" (terengganu accent for dan)...
panic attacked...: 2007-08-19 (29 weeks)
hei baby in my belly...
my 7th month checkup with dr aziz has been 2 weeks due, and i've set for the thursday the 16th... however, it was tuesday the 14th, that i was alerted with having some brownish blood after my meeting at MTBE..went straight to ibnu sina, and the GP asked me to check with my gyno, if not that very night, then the next day - to wait for another 24hrs for the checkup that i've fixed would be too late.. so, i went and picked up aidan... called aboh.. packed things up.. and off to kl..
the checkup on the very next morning was ok - dr aziz was telling me that there's no abnormalities, baby is alive, healthy and kicking (and i do realised that the kicking was frequent and hard on Tuesday)...dr aziz was telling me that you weigh about 750g.. and we saw your 'birdie'... clearly... and i was smiling - seeing you growing up in my tummy.. and feeling you trying to have bigger space in there... just can't wait till the time come....dr aziz was telling me the bleeding might just because of my physical activities.. not because of the complications with the pregnancies...
anyway, i had 2 days MC.. and only back in kemaman last night - atuk and nenek came along - they never will let me drive alone with aidan even if i insists...
with the 2 days MC .. i spend my time shopping.. bought a lot of stuff for you - now, i'm really looking forward to welcome you to the the world.... two more months to go.. i'm still praying that everyhting goes as planned...
so my dear baby, stay healthy in there..
btw, i'm going for the test held in kuantan this wednesday - really hope that we can make it thru - mana tau, rezeki baby :)
my 7th month checkup with dr aziz has been 2 weeks due, and i've set for the thursday the 16th... however, it was tuesday the 14th, that i was alerted with having some brownish blood after my meeting at MTBE..went straight to ibnu sina, and the GP asked me to check with my gyno, if not that very night, then the next day - to wait for another 24hrs for the checkup that i've fixed would be too late.. so, i went and picked up aidan... called aboh.. packed things up.. and off to kl..
the checkup on the very next morning was ok - dr aziz was telling me that there's no abnormalities, baby is alive, healthy and kicking (and i do realised that the kicking was frequent and hard on Tuesday)...dr aziz was telling me that you weigh about 750g.. and we saw your 'birdie'... clearly... and i was smiling - seeing you growing up in my tummy.. and feeling you trying to have bigger space in there... just can't wait till the time come....dr aziz was telling me the bleeding might just because of my physical activities.. not because of the complications with the pregnancies...
anyway, i had 2 days MC.. and only back in kemaman last night - atuk and nenek came along - they never will let me drive alone with aidan even if i insists...
with the 2 days MC .. i spend my time shopping.. bought a lot of stuff for you - now, i'm really looking forward to welcome you to the the world.... two more months to go.. i'm still praying that everyhting goes as planned...
so my dear baby, stay healthy in there..
btw, i'm going for the test held in kuantan this wednesday - really hope that we can make it thru - mana tau, rezeki baby :)
heartburn: 2007-08-13 (28 weeks)
i've been reading a lot on the 'heartburn' that a pregnant mum will face, especially when the baby is growing, and pushing all the spaces that make the space for the heart lesser that it normally is.. i dont' remember feeling the same hard to breath, heartburn sensation when i was carrying aidan - but i do feel it now.. and again, i would think that my baby inside my belly will be a bit bigger than his big brother aidan......
on top of that, the linea nigra line is not as vividly visible up till today - not like when my 1st pregnancy when it started to show up as early as i was in my 18 weeks, if i'm not mistaken...
so, it is true that not all pregancy is the same...
but for my case.. one thing for sure is that my vomitting still there - it just that the frequency is lesser...
so, my dear baby in my belly... i'm sure you'll be as healthy as your brother, and definitely a perfect companion for aidan to play with - i bet he has a lot to 'teach' you stuff growing ups...
p/s: tribute to aboh - he was complaining that mama's blog is not being fair.. perhaps, when mama wrote the blogs, mama was just thinking of myself - typical me.. but i bet, he loves you just as much as he loves aidan.. it just that aidan was soooo much in love with him, i do feel it's better for me to 'strategise' at the early stage to have you back my side... mama's ally rather than aboh's ally :)
so, what do you think ... hmm... but bet on me.... when it comes to bringing you guys to playground, entertaining you with choc and vitagens, letting you play with the water... you will definitely choose your aboh over me... you know there'll be no chance i let you play near the drains....
on top of that, the linea nigra line is not as vividly visible up till today - not like when my 1st pregnancy when it started to show up as early as i was in my 18 weeks, if i'm not mistaken...
so, it is true that not all pregancy is the same...
but for my case.. one thing for sure is that my vomitting still there - it just that the frequency is lesser...
so, my dear baby in my belly... i'm sure you'll be as healthy as your brother, and definitely a perfect companion for aidan to play with - i bet he has a lot to 'teach' you stuff growing ups...
p/s: tribute to aboh - he was complaining that mama's blog is not being fair.. perhaps, when mama wrote the blogs, mama was just thinking of myself - typical me.. but i bet, he loves you just as much as he loves aidan.. it just that aidan was soooo much in love with him, i do feel it's better for me to 'strategise' at the early stage to have you back my side... mama's ally rather than aboh's ally :)
so, what do you think ... hmm... but bet on me.... when it comes to bringing you guys to playground, entertaining you with choc and vitagens, letting you play with the water... you will definitely choose your aboh over me... you know there'll be no chance i let you play near the drains....
still vomitting....uwwaaaa: 2007-08-04 (26 weeks)
i vomitted twice last week.. and this morning as well.. the headache was bad last night... lucky that i have your aboh to massage me.... and of course, that abang of yours, abang aidan - he can know 'massage' me as well.. by punching my back and head as hard as he could...
i really can't wait till the the time he meets you.. he will sure have lots of things to teach you - and not to forget, abah will always be there to pampered both of you - yup - i must say he spoilt aidan badly - he get his ways most of the times when he turn to your abah - so, not surprising that he'll do the same to you too..
i supposed to have us checked-up last friday - but i guess, i'll postponed it to this coming friday.. abah is going offshore on wednesday, and i'm still trying to arrange my traveling to kl for the check-up.. we'll see how..
in the meantime, you stay put and stay healthy
i really can't wait till the the time he meets you.. he will sure have lots of things to teach you - and not to forget, abah will always be there to pampered both of you - yup - i must say he spoilt aidan badly - he get his ways most of the times when he turn to your abah - so, not surprising that he'll do the same to you too..
i supposed to have us checked-up last friday - but i guess, i'll postponed it to this coming friday.. abah is going offshore on wednesday, and i'm still trying to arrange my traveling to kl for the check-up.. we'll see how..
in the meantime, you stay put and stay healthy
sakit badan....: 2007-07-30 (26 weeks)
hei sayang...
now that you've grown so big, i constantly complaining about my backache, cramp thigh and so on... gosh, i don't remember having such pain when i was carrying your brother.. not that i'm complaining... i do love you as much i love him no matter what.. it just that, i've got this feeling that you'll be bigger than your brother.. and if it's true - that explains the pains...
i got yourself a nice pair of jumpers from the Marks & Spencer over the weekend.. you'll be the cutest baby when you wear them.. can't wait lah sayang..
mama supposed to go for my check-up next week, but i guess, i'll postpone them to next week...
as for yourself.. you obviously been kicking and moving a lot.. as long as you are kicking, i'm happy - it some sorts like interactions between me and yourself.. last week, even aboh can feel you when you kicked me...
now that you've grown so big, i constantly complaining about my backache, cramp thigh and so on... gosh, i don't remember having such pain when i was carrying your brother.. not that i'm complaining... i do love you as much i love him no matter what.. it just that, i've got this feeling that you'll be bigger than your brother.. and if it's true - that explains the pains...
i got yourself a nice pair of jumpers from the Marks & Spencer over the weekend.. you'll be the cutest baby when you wear them.. can't wait lah sayang..
mama supposed to go for my check-up next week, but i guess, i'll postpone them to next week...
as for yourself.. you obviously been kicking and moving a lot.. as long as you are kicking, i'm happy - it some sorts like interactions between me and yourself.. last week, even aboh can feel you when you kicked me...
another boy: 2007-07-10 (23 weeks)
so it is confirmed that we are expecting another charming aidan... when Dr Aziz scanned you last Monday, it is clear that the wardrobe would be blue instead of pinkies... well, you looked so healthy and kicking, and not much for me to worry...
you do kick a lot, though..as compared to your big brither aidan...
the doctor said that you weighed around 500g... the scan is so clear, that we can see your head, your chest, your legs, your birdie... i am 49kg - a booming 4kg more than my previous checkup. the sickness is getting lesser and lesser... guess, i learned how to control them now..
so, my dear baby, what shall we name you?..hmmm...
you do kick a lot, though..as compared to your big brither aidan...
the doctor said that you weighed around 500g... the scan is so clear, that we can see your head, your chest, your legs, your birdie... i am 49kg - a booming 4kg more than my previous checkup. the sickness is getting lesser and lesser... guess, i learned how to control them now..
so, my dear baby, what shall we name you?..hmmm...
kicking alive: 2007-07-01 (22 weeks)
hei sayang..
i was mopping the floor, and it was a bit slippery, i slipped on my back.. and around evening, i noticed that you are not moving as much as you normally do.. make me a bit worried.. but then you were back to normal.. i know you are ok - healthy & kicking..
you do kick more than you brother.. i can feel you move most of the time.. my tummy size is smaller as compared to previously, but what the heck.. i'm sure are going to be one fine champ!
aboh & mama were discussion about your potential name.. guess we are still looking for nominations.. this is going to be a tuff one.. but, sure will be as cool as your big brother...
p/s: i'm listening to lady marmalade's song.. and you just can't stop kicking.. you love it,huh?
i was mopping the floor, and it was a bit slippery, i slipped on my back.. and around evening, i noticed that you are not moving as much as you normally do.. make me a bit worried.. but then you were back to normal.. i know you are ok - healthy & kicking..
you do kick more than you brother.. i can feel you move most of the time.. my tummy size is smaller as compared to previously, but what the heck.. i'm sure are going to be one fine champ!
aboh & mama were discussion about your potential name.. guess we are still looking for nominations.. this is going to be a tuff one.. but, sure will be as cool as your big brother...
p/s: i'm listening to lady marmalade's song.. and you just can't stop kicking.. you love it,huh?
smaller size?: 2007-06-25 (21 weeks)
i was reading my blog when i was carrying your abang.. and found out the fact that i was 54 kg when i was 23 weeks.. i am now 21 week.. and last month i weighted 46 kg.. meaning, if we were to compare, i shall increase in weigh about 8 kg in next 2 weeks.. which i don't think it's possible..
but to think of it.. the scale might not be the same.. the 54kg was as per Dr Suraya's measurement scale, while now that I'm with Dr Aziz, it justifies the difference..but really..that much different?
but to think of it.. the scale might not be the same.. the 54kg was as per Dr Suraya's measurement scale, while now that I'm with Dr Aziz, it justifies the difference..but really..that much different?
such a nightmare: 2007-06-18 (20 weeks)
i've been a lot of wierd dreams since the day i pregnant - the same goes for your pregnancy & aidan's...
but last night was not good.. dreamt that i was in labour - with all the pain.. and your daddy just couldn't make it on time as he was offshore.. gosh, i really hope that the dream won't become true.. guess i need to pray harder... i really wants abah to be around when i'm giving birth to you.. so that he'll be there this time as he issed your brother aidan's labour time....
but last night was not good.. dreamt that i was in labour - with all the pain.. and your daddy just couldn't make it on time as he was offshore.. gosh, i really hope that the dream won't become true.. guess i need to pray harder... i really wants abah to be around when i'm giving birth to you.. so that he'll be there this time as he issed your brother aidan's labour time....
the check-up: 2007-06-11 (19 weeks)
hei my dear baby...
went for the checkup last thursday.. i was 18 weeks pregnant.. and,before we went in to scan..dr aziz did tell me that chances to know wether you are a boy or a girl is very slim.. well, we found your brother is a brother when i was 23 weeks.. so.. i guess i just needx to wait for next checkup to find out your sex..
anyway, when dr aziz scanned you - he was showing me this white tiny dot.. which might show that you'll be aidan's lilttle bro.. cool.. another boy, and aidan would definitely love to have a buddy to play football with..
as for me.. i was very pleased.. i felt like crying when i say your face, your cute little hands dr aziz was showing me.. it would be nice if aboh was around...
sayang, you'll be fine.. just as fine as your abang...and mama do love you the same..
went for the checkup last thursday.. i was 18 weeks pregnant.. and,before we went in to scan..dr aziz did tell me that chances to know wether you are a boy or a girl is very slim.. well, we found your brother is a brother when i was 23 weeks.. so.. i guess i just needx to wait for next checkup to find out your sex..
anyway, when dr aziz scanned you - he was showing me this white tiny dot.. which might show that you'll be aidan's lilttle bro.. cool.. another boy, and aidan would definitely love to have a buddy to play football with..
as for me.. i was very pleased.. i felt like crying when i say your face, your cute little hands dr aziz was showing me.. it would be nice if aboh was around...
sayang, you'll be fine.. just as fine as your abang...and mama do love you the same..
some updates: 2007-06-04 (18 weeks)
hei sayang...
mama was very weak last sunday - i could hardly eat, even some bread.. been vomitting for more than 10 times, and not to mention, been purging for more than 5 times :(
i'm feeling better now, though... going to see dr aziz this thursday - really hope to see you... miss you, dear..
mama was very weak last sunday - i could hardly eat, even some bread.. been vomitting for more than 10 times, and not to mention, been purging for more than 5 times :(
i'm feeling better now, though... going to see dr aziz this thursday - really hope to see you... miss you, dear..
five month to go...: 2007-05-27 (17 weeks)
hei baby...
mama is not feeling well last night and this morning.. still vomitting like crazy, though not everyday.. i was supposed to see Dr Aziz this friday, but i guess need to postponed it to next week as we need to go to a wedding in KT this weekend. Hope that we can see more of you on next visit to Dr.
Your big brother is very fond of you - at least that is what i thought... he 'kisses' you (kisses my tummy) whenever i asked him.. and sometime, i don;t have to ask him to do so...
abah is still offshore - will be ack in two days time.. you must have missed his voice..
so, how are you in there? hope you are fine...
mama is not feeling well last night and this morning.. still vomitting like crazy, though not everyday.. i was supposed to see Dr Aziz this friday, but i guess need to postponed it to next week as we need to go to a wedding in KT this weekend. Hope that we can see more of you on next visit to Dr.
Your big brother is very fond of you - at least that is what i thought... he 'kisses' you (kisses my tummy) whenever i asked him.. and sometime, i don;t have to ask him to do so...
abah is still offshore - will be ack in two days time.. you must have missed his voice..
so, how are you in there? hope you are fine...
'grayvol': 2007-05-15 (15 weeks)
my dear baby...
i don't know what's into me...the headache was very bad the day before yesterday, i was on sick leave yesterday, and i am so very tired today...
i'm entering the 4 month of pregancy, and it's not getting any better..the idea of this is my 2nd pregnancy doesn't help either...
the pain is so 'tiring'.. the doctor did prescribe me grayvol, to avoid me from vomitting, but taking the medicine means i will feel very drowsy and MUST sleep...
gosh...
help me...
i don't know what's into me...the headache was very bad the day before yesterday, i was on sick leave yesterday, and i am so very tired today...
i'm entering the 4 month of pregancy, and it's not getting any better..the idea of this is my 2nd pregnancy doesn't help either...
the pain is so 'tiring'.. the doctor did prescribe me grayvol, to avoid me from vomitting, but taking the medicine means i will feel very drowsy and MUST sleep...
gosh...
help me...
weight loss: 2007-05-07 (14 weeks)
hei sayang...
went to see for our monthly check-up last friday.. i was 45kg before, and last friday, the scale shows 44kg..a kilo lesser than previous month.
but the doctor confirmed that u r fine.. we can see your head, chest & spine...your finggers are still bones, and its forming... would be cute little fingers..
i'm on multivitamin supplement now... the sickness is still there.. i got tired easily nowadays 24-7... how i wish i can sleep all day longs...
sayang,
u do know that we love u soooo verryyy much.... you brother too..he will always kiss my tummy coz he knows the baby is safe inside there....
went to see for our monthly check-up last friday.. i was 45kg before, and last friday, the scale shows 44kg..a kilo lesser than previous month.
but the doctor confirmed that u r fine.. we can see your head, chest & spine...your finggers are still bones, and its forming... would be cute little fingers..
i'm on multivitamin supplement now... the sickness is still there.. i got tired easily nowadays 24-7... how i wish i can sleep all day longs...
sayang,
u do know that we love u soooo verryyy much.... you brother too..he will always kiss my tummy coz he knows the baby is safe inside there....
girl or boy?: 2007-04-18 (11 weeks)
sayang,
my sickness is not getting any better. i think it's even worst when i was carrying your brother aidan... they said, you might be a girl...
on top of that, i do not have any facial problem like previously. i can simply not wash my face at night or in the morning and still have no acne problem or what-so-ever.. they said, you might be a girl...
i already have one hyperactive smart boy, and it would be nice to have cute charming girl that i can ally with - you brother is so much in love with your daddy...
anyway, if you are meant to be a boy, it will still be great.. as long as you are healthy, and will be as smart as your brother... and can still ally with me against your brother and your daddy :)
my next check up will be due next week. but i guess we are going to postponed it to another week. aboh won't be around next week as he's working offshore, and will only be back the week after..and he really wants to 'see' you...
can't wait to check up on you... sorry for not been talking to you.. i'm just so tired...
my sickness is not getting any better. i think it's even worst when i was carrying your brother aidan... they said, you might be a girl...
on top of that, i do not have any facial problem like previously. i can simply not wash my face at night or in the morning and still have no acne problem or what-so-ever.. they said, you might be a girl...
i already have one hyperactive smart boy, and it would be nice to have cute charming girl that i can ally with - you brother is so much in love with your daddy...
anyway, if you are meant to be a boy, it will still be great.. as long as you are healthy, and will be as smart as your brother... and can still ally with me against your brother and your daddy :)
my next check up will be due next week. but i guess we are going to postponed it to another week. aboh won't be around next week as he's working offshore, and will only be back the week after..and he really wants to 'see' you...
can't wait to check up on you... sorry for not been talking to you.. i'm just so tired...
mama's blues: 2007-04-04 (9 weeks)
hei sayang..
i went for follow-ups check-up with Dr Aziz last Friday. your heart had started to develop.. well, there were blood clot, i can see it clearly.. but Dr Aziz was telling me it was healing... hope that it will go away on our next check-up.
i went to Gleaneagle on Sunday night - was suffering since Friday, couldn't consume any decent food, not even a drip of water.. and by Sunday, I was having buckets of vomit next to me.. so, after 2l of Sodium Chloride (I guess), was feeling better and back to home.
i wasn't feeling any better last night.. luckily abang aidan is so understanding... he slept all the way because aboh was not around..he's a smart boy, and i bet you'll be like him as well.
ok sayang..mama need to continue with work.. sorry for not talking to you for quite sometimes.. this sickness and everything else just caught me busy all the time.. when i'm not sick, i just want to breath.. relaxing...
i went for follow-ups check-up with Dr Aziz last Friday. your heart had started to develop.. well, there were blood clot, i can see it clearly.. but Dr Aziz was telling me it was healing... hope that it will go away on our next check-up.
i went to Gleaneagle on Sunday night - was suffering since Friday, couldn't consume any decent food, not even a drip of water.. and by Sunday, I was having buckets of vomit next to me.. so, after 2l of Sodium Chloride (I guess), was feeling better and back to home.
i wasn't feeling any better last night.. luckily abang aidan is so understanding... he slept all the way because aboh was not around..he's a smart boy, and i bet you'll be like him as well.
ok sayang..mama need to continue with work.. sorry for not talking to you for quite sometimes.. this sickness and everything else just caught me busy all the time.. when i'm not sick, i just want to breath.. relaxing...
the more the merrier: 2007-03-25 (8 weeks)
Insyaallah, aidan is going to be 2 when this baby arrived. It was Tuesday the 13th that we've found out I was 8 weeks pregnant (if to follow the last period schedule). I'm a bit doubtful about the timeline, as I did check using the home kit last month, and it was negative though I've missed out my menses at that time.
Not sure if I'm prepared for the news or not - not that I don't want this baby now, in fact, my hubby & I been planning for the 2nd one - it just that when the news came, we were still shocked and of course happy to hear the news......
I had a little bleeding the day after we went to GP - lasted for about a week, that worries us a bit. Did went and see Dr Aziz, the sweet pleasant gyno of mine... and he scanned the zigot (not yet a featus), and confirmed everything is fine. Am going for checkup this coming Friday - i do pray that everything is ok.
The sickness is just the same as perviously - but I guess a bit better as compared to aidan's. I can now understand my body - when she's tired. she's just tired...
So, would be a baby sister or baby brother for aidan? We don't really mind, though it would be nice to shop for baby girl, now :)
Not sure if I'm prepared for the news or not - not that I don't want this baby now, in fact, my hubby & I been planning for the 2nd one - it just that when the news came, we were still shocked and of course happy to hear the news......
I had a little bleeding the day after we went to GP - lasted for about a week, that worries us a bit. Did went and see Dr Aziz, the sweet pleasant gyno of mine... and he scanned the zigot (not yet a featus), and confirmed everything is fine. Am going for checkup this coming Friday - i do pray that everything is ok.
The sickness is just the same as perviously - but I guess a bit better as compared to aidan's. I can now understand my body - when she's tired. she's just tired...
So, would be a baby sister or baby brother for aidan? We don't really mind, though it would be nice to shop for baby girl, now :)
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